Seeing
Nothing to fix.
Nothing to change.
Nothing to improve.
What do ‘I’ want?
What do ‘you’ want?
‘Who’ really knows??All these endless questions. What is it all for? Nothing. It was always for nothing. Simple as that. It was neither meaninglessness nor meaningful, but ‘you’ sought meaning anyway. ‘You’ created ‘yourself’, which created all these questions, and the loop kept going and going, endlessly. One thing replacing the other. Emptiness seeking pleasure, leading to pain, more pleasure, more pain, and so on it went, and so it goes. Religions, philosophies, beliefs, stories upon stories — it never stops, and it never will. This whole thing was a setup, and ‘you’ didn’t stand a chance. An unfair fight ‘you’ could never win. A ghost punching air. Good luck.But even after SEEING everything for what it really is, ‘you’ couldn’t stop punching, because that was all ‘you’ were taught. Be somebody. Learn something. Do something. Make it meaningful. Find ‘your’ purpose, quest, calling — and so on.’These’ blind ones never gave ‘you’ a chance to just STOP, LOOK, FEEL, WONDER — without knowing or figuring it all out. ‘They’ were terrified of the unknown, so ‘they’ labeled and named ‘everything’ so ‘they’ could keep sleeping while living. There was always something dark and mysterious in the unknown. The ghosts were scared of themselves not existing — of being unreal, fictional characters in a dream — so ‘they’ made up stories, walking and talking, believing ‘they’ were separate individual selves. What nonsense. ‘Their’ ’minds’ couldn’t stop making noise because ‘they’ feared the silence. So ‘they’ kept running, running nowhere, and dropping like leaves, here and there, along the way.So, what do ‘you’ want, really?Answer: nothing. ‘You’ want nothing, because ‘you’ are no-thing. It’s so plainly obvious. Emptiness, consciousness, awareness, being — all appearances, whatever you want to name them — ’It’ is what ‘you’ and everything IS, and ’it’ wants nothing, because ’it’ is already complete by being no-thing. The ghost called ‘you’, the “ego” wants everything, and more of it, but only for itself and is therefore never satisfied, fulfilled, or complete — because ‘you’ can’t fill nothingness with somethingness. ’It’ just sinks back into the no-thing that ‘everything’ already is.The seeing shows love, over and over again. The walls the character build to protect and separate itself were what kept you from seeing. Letting love in — that’s the purpose, and it’s the only one worth naming.So it’s done. Over. Enough. Nothing needs to be fixed, changed, or improved. No-thingness is ALL OF IT and no-thing at the same time.Voilà.
The seeing is the inner and outward move from separation to wholeness. Freedom from mind and body, and still all of it included.The circle that completes the search. The beginning and the end. Dying before dying, and still be the face, the body, the life. The love that was here all along.Welcome.
If something here resonates.